Wednesday, July 30, 2008

things are just getting from bad to worse.. seriously dnnt understand why.. he can do that to you.. he can do that to you.. he can do that to you.. & even HE.. can do that to you.. but i cant.. just what the fk is the reason behind it?

for once i finally realised who i really need.. who i really want.. & for that particular reason i did something i cant even confirm if it's right or wrong.. but here.. you dnnt even understand what i'm thinking.. or is it just you.. pretending that i'm nothing..

if you want me to leave you alone then what for befriend me.. i seriously dnnt hope that you're using that reason as an excuse for everything.. if you really dislike me that much.. then let's not even be acquaintance.. just schoolmates.. coursemates..

just take it that i did nothing for you.. & i mean.. nothing..

有时候的我，真的很想关闭自己，但我需要更多的勇气，去放下身边所有的人。

没有人认同我的存在，也没有人理会我的存在，更没有人会重视我的存在。
ah leo at 6:21 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

究竟的爱人还是被爱比较幸福？若是爱人的话，我是幸福的吗？若是被爱，你会觉得幸福吗？

为了你，我不知所措，甚至不清楚我这么做是否对还是错。 但竟然我已做了选择，就这么办吧。

一次的过错可说是意外，但同样的错犯第二次，就是罪过。
ah leo at 9:35 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

my right foot is recovering yeah!

basically today did nothing but slack lol got train a little la yea very little indeed i guess.. afternoon junwei told me about csa e-learning lol actually planned to do fa1 tut liao then chiong the e-learning but in the end i dnnt even feel like doing fa1 so dnnt even think about the e-learning.. the submission time is coming!! 12am omg!! yes i gonna pangseh the whole thing =)
ah leo at 10:34 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

lol today went school for that stupid 1 & a half hour de commskill test fail liao la lol.. then went to eat kfc with jun wei kl liqian & tyson die fatting liao..

came back tpy with wenchong then pooled awhile till dan & aw reached to accompany him crc lol.. tpy snooker zone de table so low my back pain ar.. lol but the balls big eh not bad..

gonna sleep soon lol left foot still so swollen..
ah leo at 10:25 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008

for some reason.. there's a real truth behind all these things.. but revealing it.. might not be the best solution.. so what i chose.. is to let it sink.. into the time of history.. hopefully there'll be a better tomorrow..
ah leo at 7:14 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

ar!!! back to single liao.. maybe it'll be better ba.. maybe i'm not yet ready to be a good bf ba.. or maybe.. i cant be a good bf..

below here is another thing.. these 2 no links!!

&& to prevent whatever that happened just now.. here's a little sort of warning to everyone.. the maximum i can tolerate is 2.. 1 insult 2 insults.. i sua~ 1 attitude 2 attitudes.. i sua~ the 3rd one.. BOOM! i admit.. i dnnt have a good temper.. hope you know me a little better ba.. lol..
ah leo at 9:09 PM

hai.. these few days realised 2 things lol..

firstly judo is so so so different from chinese martial arts.. lol far too different.. so i gonna be different different & different.. lol..

secondly.. mm.. yea.. hai..
ah leo at 2:29 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

男人也有男人的烦恼.. 嗨..

当我很想要的时候，我得不到，当我得到了，却有许多疑问..
人往往只在事情发生之后，才真正去思考..
ah leo at 11:03 AM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

today went airport to study - . -'' together with serene, xiang jian & audrey.. dnnt ask me why it was their idea to study @ airport.. ah ya very weird loh me & xj was there concentrating on our work then the 2 zha bors was erm.. should i say chatting or gossipping.. lala~

ya after that walked around the airport lol then i wonder why the 2 zha bors got so much things to "chat" about but never mind xj & i was talking about politics ah no la skidding martial arts stuffs =)

then had some private time with serene before coming home.. already said is private right what for tell you shoo~~ yea cannot buy privacy hor must support original..

oo ya saw borath @ airport today i didn't see him @ first but he called me said i just walked pass him then i turned back loh i actually forgot that i was walking with serene & i walked back & put her standing there sorry dear dear =(
ah leo at 10:03 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008

finally realised why a lion only roars.. cause nobody likes its words.. so what for it talks - . -''
ah leo at 10:13 PM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

hoho today had commskill for like 15mins? cause the tutor gave us time to work on our projects.. then had csa lecture no need copy any notes lol so song.. after csa lecture i walked out of the lecture theatre saw serene & went back in again lol pangseh jun wei go ka jiao serene in lecture =x tomorrow then pool with him =)

lucky the lecture ended early if not i gonna stay in lt17 for 5 hours - . -'' yea half an hour before pom went around walk walk 8mins before lecture starts chiong back to lt17 & amazingly alex they all haven't reached - . -'' sat there so lonely

after pom sent serene .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. home yea home home ok ^v^
ah leo at 10:06 PM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

happy 1 week anniversary!

today went school for 10mins of commskill consultation - . -'' then pool with jun wei & kong liang for 1 hour + then went home do pom project - . -'' so bo liao sia..

ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ah leo at 9:13 PM

Saturday, July 5, 2008

i dnnt know la so luan..
ah leo at 11:48 PM

Friday, July 4, 2008

right yesterday had judo again but dnnt really had mood yesterday lol then went supper with judo-mates then for some reason i missed the last bus =) took cab home haha cool man not enough $$ pay then called mum to come down thanks mum ^v^..

today had fa1 & micro-econs lecture fa1 was quite boring actually i seriously dnnt think what we learned today is important for accounting - . -'' what for sia it's not even part of the financial statement.. then for econs had so much fun haha the lecture sibei guai lan then before the lecture starts the comp also guai lan with her cant work i laughed so loud HA! HA! HA!

then after lunch accompanied serene till her tutorial starts =) & went home to sleep tired tired..
ah leo at 10:00 PM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

mm.. today only had commskill & apel so it's quite ok just that commskill is so boring lol somemore yesterday slept only 5 hours sleepy sia - . -'' 2 hours break played pool lol today sucks sia angle everything wrong -_____-ZZ

then after school went out with shuling whatever we did shall remains as a secret =)
ah leo at 10:49 PM